I dreamt last night that I was writing fanfic

[tesla321]

And I wonder if it will come true? No, it's not coy. It's not seeking response. I was on Pristiq and I've been off it for a while. I think it suppressed writing...

But I also dreamed that Nathan Fillion didn't love me any more, and I know that's not true. I'm a Browncoat!

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[herself_nyc]

NF loves you, of course he does.

And I'd be happy if you wrote fanfic again.

[tesla321]

I know NF loves me, I went to see Waitress in the theatre! And thanks! I heard "Behind Blues Eyes" and started thinking of Spike.

[herself_nyc]

That's definitely a Spike song.

[makd]

Sweetie, that was not a dream; it was a nightmare.

And yes, Nathan loves you...he loves you a LOT, and he's waiting, patiently for you to write Mal/River....

[tesla321]

O, temptress...

[samsom]

Maybe it'll come back then, maybe your dream was a portent.

I don't even get plot bunnies, or one-shot bunnies, anymore. But I was watching Tabula Rasa clips on YouTube the other day and it seemed that there was a glimmer there for a second.

[tesla321]

I have too many fandoms. I own all of Battlestar Galactica, and seen all of Doctor Who and Game of Thrones. I think I always go from watching character enough to hear their voice...then came the AU. But I have to get away from using my iPad, because I can barely type--I can't write with one hand!

[wendelah1]

It might have. I have heard other people say they thought their meds suppressed creativity. Feeling depressed suppressed mine. I'm much better in every way if I stay on my meds.