7 august 1981
GODDAMMIT CONNOLLY.
Well that's all I'm bloody saying for now.
FUCKING IRISH BASTARD.
Now if the kid disappears everyone's going to know. I could claim miscarriage or something.
Whoever got me pregnant, I don't really care, I'm not burdening anyone because no one who fucked me in that period of time actually would marry me and not fucking resent me for years and years. It doesn't matter. It happened while Chris was still alive and I can't really help but feel like this kid's a life for a life.
Or the kid they might've had.
Who am I to say this kid is too inconvenient for me?
Even if I can't work. All the decent Ministry jobs are probably even taken. Fuck.
fuck fuck fuck Matt's going to EXPLODE and the others aren't going to be too happy either SHIT. SHIT SHIT SHIT.
FUCKING CONNOLLY.
Well that's all I'm bloody saying for now.
FUCKING IRISH BASTARD.
Now if the kid disappears everyone's going to know. I could claim miscarriage or something.
Whoever got me pregnant, I don't really care, I'm not burdening anyone because no one who fucked me in that period of time actually would marry me and not fucking resent me for years and years. It doesn't matter. It happened while Chris was still alive and I can't really help but feel like this kid's a life for a life.
Or the kid they might've had.
Who am I to say this kid is too inconvenient for me?
Even if I can't work. All the decent Ministry jobs are probably even taken. Fuck.
fuck fuck fuck Matt's going to EXPLODE and the others aren't going to be too happy either SHIT. SHIT SHIT SHIT.
FUCKING CONNOLLY.