17 october 1981

[tessatura]

This was a stupid idea. I'm running out of books to read and I can't play Quidditch and this stupid job just has me dealing with ALL KINDS OF REALLY STUPID PEOPLE and Mum's starting to feel sorry for me and so's Natalie and Carrie's treating me like a patient. And I feel absolutely terrible and I hate this baby, I absolutely hate this baby for

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[kindofslacking]

Agh.

[alwaysarush]

Tessy?

Private: Rosie/Tess

[tessatura]

Barely any of my clothes fit and I feel like hell and I hate EVERYTHING and I'm even starting to hate this baby and I don't know why I thought this was a good idea.

I should give him up. Other people want kids, right?

Private: Rosie/Tess

[alwaysarush]

None of my clothes still fit, for one. I tried to put on a pair of trousers yesterday and they don't even come over my arse.
I hated her, too. I yelled and screamed at her and no one got why, but I did. It sometimes helps.

Wait until he's born to decide. You might not be able to.

Private: Rosie/Tess

[tessatura]

Yours is cute, mine is a PARASITE

[ontheplank]

Oh.

[tessatura]

Yeah.