i am a fucking idiot. My head hurts and i am sitting here in hysterics and the worst part of it is that it is all my fault. I dont know what the  fuck i want. I cant put him through this, just because i am a stubborn, indesicive bitch. Why did i think that this was what i wanted? I have just wasted everything that i had. But at the same time, i'm ( Read more... )

A woman at a nightclub on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes and along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, was Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug ( Read more... )

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I win again.
I went to Flicks. I got my way. Ha
Go me!

ok, its comfirmed. I am retard.

I was in the shower. I saw a MASSIVE spider, so as you do, i didn't look at it. Since I can remember, i've always thought that spiders could read my mind (number one sign of being a retard) so i think if i think something bad about it it'll come and jump on me (number two sign of being a retard). So i decide to ( Read more... )

I came home from zachs at about one, and me and my mother went to charity shop, were i got rather fabulous leggings and an even cooler dress. The leggings are like black and white checked, kinda, with daisies on that have red middles, they really are rather rad. My dress is like black, with white spots and its like a rara dress, and i love it! Only ( Read more... )

I am about to go on a long walk. I figure, if i walk far and fast enough, i should reach Disneyland soon enough, might take about a year, and i have no money, but it might work. I'll work as the Little Mermaid to pay off the fees of living in the Disneyland hotel, or rent a flat with Snow White and Cinderella, or any of the other princesses i've ( Read more... )

i havent updated in so long, and so much has happened. Is there much point writing it down? Anyway, no ones going to bother reading it, or atleast give a damn. Its not self-pity, it's factual. Isn't it weird how, even when you know other people have these huge problems - drug addiction, victims of sexual abuse, physical abuse, mental abuse, ( Read more... )

Blah.

I have to do my art project. I have to. I know i do. I like doing it, aswell.

But can even one centimetre of my anatomy be bothered?

No.

Do I even feel mildly inspired?

No.

Artistic?

Me?

Hah.