It just hit me how I'm leaving for london in a week and a half. I'm leaving everyone. I'm leaving all my friends, I'm leaving John. And I'm going towards absolutely nothing. I mean, it's not nothing. But there's absolutely no saftey net, there's no support over there at all. I'm petrified. And I'm so scared I'm going to loose John while I'm gone. I
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