So, back at school. I didn't want to come back at all. It was a really good break and...for several reasons I don't want to be here. I'm just ready for it all to be done. And I'm lonely. Going back to school makes me think, it's a new semester, maybe I'll meet a guy. But I know that's not going to happen. And I miss being with someone so much. And ( Read more... )

I was looking back at some of my entries in my real journal from the start of the summer on, and I just had to stop. I was so hurt and in so much pain for a good portion of that time. And it was just hard to read, thinking back to that. I'm glad things have changed.

I just realized it's friday the 13th.

That movie was everything I'd thought, and hoped it would be. It kills me that people can't just live, and love the way that they want to. When you love someone so much, you should be able to be with them. You shouldn't have to keep that hidden. When you see how tender, and sweet two people can be together, guys, girls, whoever, how can you think ( Read more... )

What I really want for Christmas is an apology and a friendship. That's my real wish list.

I love my friends so much. I love that I feel so completely myself with them. I can act like a complete goofball, and just be me. Being home and having that is just one of the best christmas gifts.

Let me just take a me moment and say, I am really proud of myself ( Read more... )

It's crazy outside!! It's a snowstorm plus thunder and lightning! I feel like I'm in the Day After Tomorrow or something. I love it!

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I just went to a drag show, with my dad. My dad is awesome, and I know you are all jelous. :D

I just posted this in Meg's journal. But I thought I'd share my ramblings with the world. lol. Just my take on christmas, since it's that time of year! (and Meg I added a little so you can read it all over again for the special features! :P ( Read more... )

if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. it can be anything you want- good or bad. when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your journal and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.