So I'm dumb and read my schedule wrong so I showed up fro lab at the wrong time ( Read more... )

I've washed the dishes, done the laundry, I'm going to make rice crispy treats....

I feel like little Susie Homemaker....

First day of class and I survived...

AND

for bio lab I totally get to work with cadavers... that's right Amanda, CADAVERS!

In other news... I plan on going to Boston for my spring break... anyone want to come? My sister said I could bring a friend.

I'm back and alive!

It seems weird being back but I'm stoked. My room is considerably smaller then the rest but I think I can live.

Now time to finsih packing... I'll see you mofos in three weeks!

I woke up this morning in a really bad mood and as I sit here at work I become more and more miserable....

Can someone take me away? Please?

"I watched his wildest dreams come true
not one of them involving you
just watch my wildest dreams come true
not one of them involving...."

I got my scholarship back!!! :D

Fuck you...

I'm done.

It's funny that I cry now because honestly you broke my heart months ago.

I'm tired and had two panic attacks in the last week.

I don't know what to do anymore.

"Don't fall down now
you will never get up
Don't fall down now"
-Everclear

I lost my scholarship and I don't really care. I got a good GPA so I'm happy.

I've only been here a week and I'm already thinking about not returning next summer. I'll miss all of my friends but I can't keep coming back here.