I'm not sure who knew but I had planned to be in FL for my spring break which is in a week however plans have changed and i will not be home for one of my favorite seasons...spring time. It looks like i will be trying to go in the summer but i really really dislike summer in Florida...it's just so hott..but at least there is central air everywhere ( Read more... )

i need to get a costume by sat. night ..what should i be ???

Jenna Cooke died yesterday...the furneral is wednesday at 11:30.... I wont be able to make it and I feel shitty about it. If anyone goes please tell her mother i send my love.

ok so if you ever want to feel like u aint shit AND you can't dance please go take a master class. I have taken 3 in the past week and it's probably on my top 20 dumbest shit i have done in a long time list. haha I am not a dancer ..i am a mover and i keep trying to make myself into a dancer wwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyy ( Read more... )

oh lord please stop me from losing my mind...ahmen ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh crap ..poop and damn ..I'm so weak. why did he have to call me and why do i want to get back with him? I kind of need advice but maybe only cause all the advise i have gotten so far isn't what i want t hear.Any1 out there want to marry me real quick so i dont have to think about this stuff anymore ( Read more... )

Tomorrow after work i will be goin to my first class...it has absolutely nothing to do with academics so that shouldnt be so bad ...i really can't believe i'm goin back to school and it's strange that no1 really bothered me too much to do it. maybe i'm growing up...or i just felt the silent pressure lol ( Read more... )

It is obvious to me now that food is my only friend ...especially chocolate and popsicles. I just have to keep myself busy cause if i let him creep into my brain for more than a second then bad things happen and it's not fair. It's not fair that i'm so sad and he seems fine...It's not fair that i feel like such a loser like i needed him and he ( Read more... )

today started out bad...i missed karl and had cramps..but ended up very good i made money at work even though i didnt want to go and i wasnt scheduled ..and the finale .....100 CALORIE PACK TWIX! fuck yeah

grrrrr i dont like to hate everyone ..but sometimes i do. I am expected at a party right now but i dont want to go ...but then again i really want to get out of this HELL HOUSE ! I don't really understand why she thinks she can talk shit about everyone and it's ok. This is my room...and no1 has to come into it besides me so why don't they just ( Read more... )