So... it's been a while since I posted here. Honestly, I had to focus on a lot of life stuff really. A lot of things have changed and I'm honestly doing pretty okay for once, well, sort of. Well, it's better than it has been by far ( Read more... )

i had a break down recently and ended up bouncing around hospitals for a week. it was for suicidal thoughts and severe anxiety. I got jerked around a few different places before finally receiving some help ( Read more... )

It's that time of the year. It seems I've gotten into this habit of updating when serious things happen and around the holidays. I think I'll keep things that way until I have a reason to post more on here which most likely will not be happening any time soon since I don't really have many reasons to hang out on here much. I'm hanging elsewhere now ( Read more... )

What's so different about this year?

Everything, of course.

Especially since August when most of my life turned upside-down without warning. I'm not mad about it. The life I had before was something I learned to tolerate, not anything I enjoyed before or at all. I just did it cause well I had to. But now, life is so different. I don't know if it's a ( Read more... )

I'm still alive I promise!


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We don't really talk much anymore. Life has taken us all in strange directions which none of us have control over.

It would be great to talk to either of you again if it's just to wish you a happy birthday. 
So yeah

Happy Birthday


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-dusts this thing off for another random life update ( Read more... )

I've thought lately about coming back to this things. Not just to go back to my usual chattering on or whatever about bands I like and all that annoying shit I used to do but, ugh, I left cause I was trying to move on from certain things yet without this I've found it hard to just get things out of my head mentally or ramble about things ( Read more... )

With everything's that happened to me regarding this journal and everything around it when it comes down to it... I just don't really want it anymore. I've been spending my time more on tumblr and withdrawing more and more away from people as the weeks pass. All this journal makes me think about is how much time I felt I wasted on it. I barely talk ( Read more... )

http://youtu.be/4bTtePVRq0A

holy shit! 12012 finally remembered how to make good music again o.o

tried to embed but i assume LJ is all FUCK YOU USERS again