Court Jester, don't kill the humor
-Fear
--That I disappear
--Yet, I can disappear because I think I am useless
-Why?
--Because I am useless
---You run away considering nobody cares for you
----You fear to fail.
----You fear to be disliked.
----You fear to see the weekness within you.
---One cannot live without being surrounded by others
---One cannot live alone
----So, hard
----So, sad
----So, one wish to feel others' mind and body
---One is always unique
--So necessary is it to compliment by the instrumentality of each other
-Why?
--There's no other way to live
-Is that true?
-Why do you live?
--I've no idea
--I might live to know why
-For whom do you live?
--Probably for myself
-Is that true?
-You enjoy your life?
--I wonder
-You enjoy your life?
--Of course yes
-You enjoy your life?
--I don't want to do anything not enjoyable
-You dislike to be sad?
--I don't like that
-So you run away
--I don't run away
---Why don't you run away
----If ran away, it would be more painful
-----It's because you already know that running away results with pain
-----So you don't wanna run away
------if ran away, nobody would care
------Don't desert me! I hope i'm not deserted!
-You fear to be hurt
-Not only you, but also others are hurt
-You think so, because it's easier for you
--Shut up! That has nothing to do with me
--People don't care about me
---And you always desert your value
---And you try to think yourself valueless
---Considering that, Doing nothing, one would not be hurt
----NOBODY ACCEPTS ME
-----You are trying to think so
-----You've been trying to think yourself valueless since the very begining
------I have nothing
------NOTHING!
-------The value to live?
--------I don't have. I hate myself.
--------THUS,
---------I hate you! I hate you!
---------I hate everything of you
---------I hate you
---------I hate you
---------I hate you! I hate you!
----------Now everybody hates me.
----------probably people hate me.
-----------You are trying to think so
------------NO. Because I hate myself
-------------I hate everybody...
-What do you wish?
--Erasing anxiety
-What do you need?
--Erasing sadness
-You are not happy, are you?
--Before that, I need... I need my value
--in order to be appreciated, in order not to be-
--deserted,
--I need my VALUE!
--I don't have any value
--I don't have the value worth living
-Then, what are you?
--Then what am I?
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