ok so i've decided to try as much as i can to get back with steph. i love her soo fucking much and i fucked things up so bad and i feel like shit for it. i just want to hold her and tell her that i love and everything will be alright and give her a kiss. but shes all confused because she thinks ill hurt her again, all i got to say is fuck that ( Read more... )

what the hell for

why would i fuckin prank call people

especially people that upset me when i think about them

or when you hear a song on the radio and it reminds you of them

or when you call her and she yells at you for the pranks calls

i dnot know anything about the fuckin prank calls but you dont have to be soo fuckin mean to me

well i cant sleep ( Read more... )

what the fuck ( Read more... )

what does it all mean ( Read more... )

dying is the only way to go ( Read more... )

i hate when i open up to someone

its hard to let my gaurd down

i cant breathe

i cant see

i feel left out

lonely

abused

not wanted

as i feel like i dont belong

my hatred for myself gets the best of me

show mw your face

show me your true face

why i live on ill never now

i've decided that i would start all over. Meaning that i ditched my family because i need to find who i am and they always seem to get in the way. its really hard to survive on your own but iv've been doing that all my life because im alone in my mind. no one really understands how i feel or why i feel the way i do or why i do the things i do. ( Read more... )

this shit happens every time i wake. this drama bullshit, it really get on my fuckin nerves. as i sit here and write this, i think of death. how im gunna die. people's ignorance pisses me off. people are so full of themselves now a days. perople always get involved in other peoples problems and thats what causes the fuckin drama. I broke up with my ( Read more... )