Hey people, I am in BIMM class right now, cool huh. Im bored and i havent updated in awhile. The game is tomorrow and i am pretty excited. For some reason i dont feel nervous at all, which is kinda weird, but cool. I was at my moms last night, and i think i will be there tonight too. The puppy slept with me again, he is soo cute. hehe, Ok, well i ( Read more... )

Things arent looking good. There is a very high percentage they are taking my leg off. Im back in the hospital for more chemo and i want to go home and stay there. Its time for a break down period....

I had my first B-day today. It wasnt that bad. I have alot of government to catch up on though. boo. English is kick ass cuz i have my sophmore teacher again. She is sooo cool. She said i dont have to make up anything that i missed last week. BIMM isnt that bad either. Rehearsal went well today. Except the talking...........of course. My solo went ( Read more... )

IM STILL HERE!!!!OMG. im freakin getting annoyed. Even though I am doing better this week I still am missing so much stuff. Rehearsals and school. oh man im i gonna be behind. :-P ( Read more... )

well, here I am again at the hospital. I'm really upset cuz i missed the whole first day of B-day. grr. and I am going to miss even more rehearsals. I got some Calculus work and AP music theory to work on so that should keep me busy for a little bit. The food here pretty much sucks. Every time i think about it i want to vomit. haha. So when I ( Read more... )

i got some bad news. Im going to be missing rehearsal today, again. They gave me this med. yesterday called Methyltrexate or something like that, and to let me go, my levels of this stuff have to be at .1. I dont know what my levels are now but i will find out soon. But I want to get outa here, i might miss tomorrows too, MAYBE. grr. and the ( Read more... )

Today was a , feel like poop day. I had a chemo treatment yesterday so today i feel like poop. I should be leaving here tomorrow, hopefully before band rehearsal starts ( Read more... )

I am at the hospital right now, i have two tubes coming out of my port that they stuck in me. Right now i am getting a nice 4 hour dose of this chemo medicine. It's ok, it kinda makes me a little sleepy and i feel kinda weird, but i am listing to this great music that kinda calms me down. I wont be leaving here tomorrow but i should be outa here by ( Read more... )

Gotta go to school early today for that stupid orientation. Than i have to go to the hospital at 11. My 2nd chemo treatment is today and supposedly it is supposed to be alittle worse than the first one, but i dunno. I will be there for about 2 days so i am going to miss 2 rehearsals. POOP! Oh well, i guess thats it for awhile. Have fun at band. ( Read more... )

the ice cream social last night was pretty fun. When i got on the podeum to do the fight song my good leg kept shaking, i wasnt nervous but it did it anyways......it pissed me off. The solo went pretty well seeing that it was the first time to play it in public ( Read more... )