im being torn SOOO badly. i dont know what to do. im lost, im confused, im happy, im sad, im mad, but yet i dont want to say the wrong thing and never have the chance to try at what have could been.

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I want that feeling again. Ive only felt it twice. I pissed one away, and the other didn't want me to have it anymore.

Lesson 1 ( Read more... )

i just feel like no one wants to be around me anymore. no one wants to chat with me, fucking people wont even answer questions if i have any. i feel like im invisible, i feel like im back the fuck in high school and i have no friends and no ones interested in getting to know me anymore ( Read more... )

ok so was watching the kathy griffin (dont kill me on the spelling please) and "hey gay" was wear a vintage style shirt that said bear instead of pepsi. well i used to have one but my ex probably stole it ( Read more... )

oh yay! so my moms big screen tv i think the bulb went out. so no tv for a bit woo.

ok sorry everybody ive been soo out of touch with livejournal here lately. i know no one cares but its just i havent felt like reading in on anything and just skip over. i know im rude and mean and just flat out fuck up but oh well im being honest that i just didnt care what was on lj anymore. ill still be around on occasion but not sure how often ( Read more... )

isnt it wonderfull to have an awesome ass weekend to just go to work and have a craptacular monday?

i dont like the ending to this season of csi *CRIES!!!*

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