shea doesnt deserve anything that ever happens to him.. sometimes i think karma gets confused with us and takes everything out on him that should be happening to me. it must be hard work being my twin.

looks like i might be goin back to school.. ive got all this shit to fill out though. heheh.. fuckin a man.

ok so i havnt posted in a while.. not a whole lot goin on in my life.. i finaly got a new job which is great cause ive been out of work for almost 3 weeks now. ill just be driving all day, company car to so i dont have to worry about my shit getting all fucked up. lets see what else is new, oh amanda and shea and i are all getting a house together ( Read more... )

so im am getting closer and closer everyday to loosing my job. you know how when your really start to just dispise your work that its so hard to get out of bed. yeah well i didnt get out of bed this mourning at all. so i think its time to find a new job. but thats the hardest thing for me to do. i need a resume, i think im gonna try to make one up ( Read more... )

this past week has probly been the worst in my life yet. of coarse we all know that jeff died last week. i drank and cried for 5 days straight. the funeral and wake we just how i would like mine to be. he was dressed in his street clothes and people signed his casket and it was just punk as fuck! the they put him in the ground. i was good till i ( Read more... )

so it was a good weekend. not gonna rant on about it like usual. but saturday was nice. got dressed up all nice and shit. danced like a mad man. drank alot. then the bills won yesterday. so in all it was fun. amanda stayed with me as she always does. that was nice. just a good weekend all together. i think i want amanda to live with me (in that i ( Read more... )

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the trip to san antonio went wonderfully. well not realy. but it was alot of fun ( Read more... )

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so. goin to see the bills play on sunday in san antonio. im so fuckin stoked!! they are playin the saints. it was scheduled to be in new orleans. but you know what happend there. which made it even better. cause we were gonna go see them play there. but now they are playin in texas. so much closer. and an easier drive. this will be amanda and i's ( Read more... )