a women completely bitched out two of my friends at work because of something that i said, funniest shit ever. which brightend my rather down day, and i soppose that i'm gay at work now?? love how inside jokes get around the whole store ( Read more... )

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you know i was thinking about something that could help out the gas situation. unfortunately it doesnt involve nuking iraq and creating a new great lake (as my previous plan did). instead what if we were to boycott auto racing? for instance i will use nascar as an example. there is one race every week. so lets see how much gas is used up for one ( Read more... )

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finally got some good news (well...relatively) from the hospital. survival chance is now 60-70%, instead of the previous 50-60%. thank you guys for your prayers, and please keep them coming. radical chemo treatments started today, so i wont be able to visit the hospital for about a week. so if you wanna hang out gimme a call ( Read more... )

canadia was pretty fucking sweet last night, other than the bad news i received beforehand. as i was taking a shower i realized that relationships really arent worth it. all relationships are just temporary happiness. they are always going to end in one way or another. plus ever since i've been looking for a girlfriend, i've been more depressed. ( Read more... )

walking home from emersons house last night i discovered some things. one, the constellation of orion was fucking unbelievable. it was so bright and vivid. a once in a lifetime view, truely spectacular. two, well now that i think about it i dont wanna talk about it because it makes me sad... oh well what can you do.

wow, tonight/this morning i experienced something incredible (relatively speaking). i am truely genuinely sad. its so calm and peaceful, and perhaps even beautiful... thank you

just kind of a random update if anyone cares why i havent been around... i recently came across some bad news, so i've been spending alot of time at the hospital alot the past week. it makes me wonder how you can go to sleep knowing that you have a 60/40 chance of surviving. i havent been sleeping the past few days for more than an hour or two at ( Read more... )

my family seems to have a knack for cheating death, so lets see if we can do it again

i'm gonna be at the hospital quite a bit, so i probably wont be around much for the next few days, but give me a call anyways