Secrets Post Forty Two
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One.
I feel like my friends are slipping away from me and I wonder if it's my fault.
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Two.
when you figure yourself out, let me know.
[i'll be waiting.
because i've never felt like this about anyone else.
because i can't imagine my life without you in it.
because i want/need/adore you.
because you're worth it.]
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Three.
To Laura (or Dusty, I know you prefer that name):
I just wanted to tell you that I know you can do it. You can help your brother, and you can help yourself. *hugs* Go get 'em.
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Four.
I think I give great advice, I just wish that sometimes I would learn to take my own.
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Five.
Why is it that I always seem to be to be the one to start the conversation for you to talk to me? You clearly don't care how much I make an effort as a friend and each time I feel rejected completely and utterly by you and the lack of attention you have for me. I'm always listening and giving advice but it's all just me, never you. What do I get out of this? I'm trying so hard to just be your friend but I can't help feeling I'm being taken advantage of.
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Six.
Well, now that I have met you on OKCupid, you give me hope. I can't wait to meet you when I move close to you for graduate school in August. After thinking I had found the love of my life last year and losing him since he didn't want a LDR.. you, the new face in my life, have shown me that I can possibly love again and find another man just as compatible with me. I hope when we meet we have as much chemistry as we have talking over the internet. You give me hope.
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Seven.
It wasn't until I burst into tears after Mass on Sunday that I finally realized what the problem is.
I don't believe anymore. I can't. But I want to.
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Eight.
My boyfriend basically told me he thinks I'm a slut. Gee, thanks. You're the only guy I've ever slept with and you know it. -_-
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Nine.
When I was 15, getting married and having kids was something I really wanted to do, and I was confident that by the time I was 30, I'd be married with at least one kid. Ten years later, I'm pretty sure I won't have kids, and chances of me ever getting married are looking really slim. Everyone tells me I have lots of time, but I haven't even had a date in more than three years- if things continue at this rate, I doubt I'll ever even lose my virginity.
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Ten.
Things are going well with us, so why do I spend so much time worrying about whether or not things will change for the worse?
Just because most of the people I'm around are in bad relationships...That doesn't mean we will be that way, does it? :/
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Eleven.
It makes me sad to think that I might never know what it's like to feel beautiful or even just pretty.
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Twelve.
In a week, my dad will have been dead for two years and this is the saddest I've felt since he first died...I don't think anybody realizes just how sad and alone I feel right now.
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