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All good things must come to an end, I suppose. Perhaps I am simply not meant to have such a relationship. :| At least, as he said, I will have more time to devote to school now.
Part of me wonders if it was because I simply wasn't good enough. I didn't think my first time went badly at all...in fact, I quite enjoyed it. I thought he had enjoyed it as well. Maybe I should've said I loved him sooner. He'd said he'd been thinking about this for weeks...was that what had made the final decision? Was it my fault? Was he lying when he told me he wasn't seeing someone else? I am aware of the fact that I will probably never have answers, but I can't help asking the questions.
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Edit: Is anyone interested in a match?
Part of me wonders if it was because I simply wasn't good enough. I didn't think my first time went badly at all...in fact, I quite enjoyed it. I thought he had enjoyed it as well. Maybe I should've said I loved him sooner. He'd said he'd been thinking about this for weeks...was that what had made the final decision? Was it my fault? Was he lying when he told me he wasn't seeing someone else? I am aware of the fact that I will probably never have answers, but I can't help asking the questions.
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Edit: Is anyone interested in a match?