I made the tennis team! yaaaay ( Read more... )

everyone should stop being so damn INSECURE.

Look at yourself for a moment.
Recognize your own talents.
Don't compare them to anyone elses.
Just be proud and humble of them.
Use them to your best advantage.
And for chrissake, don't be a cocky asshole.

EVERYONE I KNOW needs to do this.

Hey hey hey ( Read more... )

I went to Arizona State University and I absolutely adored it. The campus wasn't even like a campus--it was state-of-the-art, safe,  and HUGE. The town of Tempe (outside of Phoenix) was nice too. It reminded me of New York City except a lot safer and less crowded. And the heat? OMG. I love dry heat. Seriously, it makes so much of a difference. I ( Read more... )

Yesturday I went fishing with Erik, Tim, and Mike at 7 in the morning. We split up into teams: Me and Mike against Tim and Erik. Tim and Erik KILLED us lol it was like 20 fish to 5 but it was still so much fun. I went to work after that from 1-6..then Ashley, Matt, Constance and I ended up in Red Bank at this fondue restaurant called  the Melting ( Read more... )

Hmm. After a frustrating day with every guy on the planet, I was hit with a surprise tonight. I talked to Kevin for the first time in a very long time. At least six months. We actually talked a lot! It made me happy, and it was certainly a great change from all the a-holes I've been dealing with lately. So, as I was talking to him, I decided to ( Read more... )

So much going on:

August 1-4: I'll be in Phoneix, AZ visiting Arizona State University. My parent's and I are flying out, meeting the coach, and I'll be bowling with the captains. Then I'm visiting that MASSIVE school the next day. The other days we're just going to explore the city. I'm going to take MAD pictures, so don't you worry!

August 13: ( Read more... )

I can't believe this is me
Where I can touch and not feel you
I feel I'm lost in a dream
Between what is and what seems
Having to face not to need you
How could you do this to me
How could you think we don't need you
I'm tired of running away from the fear and the day
That our life has no meaning
Without a word or a reason
Like a coward, you're

The busier I was

the more I worked, did homework, and hung out with my best friends.

But now that all my friends are gone,

I get no hours and I have no school.

Thank god my parents are coming home tomorrow. Although it sucks Jake is in South Carolina about now. I hope he's having fun, however.

I miss when people used to care.

Prime example: no one reads ( Read more... )

My 4th of july was okay, but I forgot my camera. We went to Spring Lake--which was deserted--and watched fireworks on the beach from pt. pleasant and asbury. Last night, Jake made me, Carrie, Carolann, and Matt dinner. OH it was so good. I've decided that I'm gonna bring home the bacon when we're older, and he's gonna cook it. haha.

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