the presence of absence

[th3_d1va]

classical music does not relax me. in fact, it makes me even more obssessive: how the woodwind line compliments the harmony of the brass; how much the string arrangement is actually pushing the emotion forward; the difference between marcato and legato movements; and all that crap. but for the first time in years, im listening to a classically

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[walangpahinga]

... all of these etcetera answers doesnt seem to address my etcetera questions.

Yeah. Not the answers we're looking for. SO that makes you, Marlon and I the depressed bunch for now? Anyone else?

Hep hep hep

[hotel_boy]

Excuse me sir, my 12 year depression ended Oct 1998 :) Now i only get the normal sad and lonely variety, nothing dark and not longer than minutes sort of :) But but but, still good excuse to shop and indulge in LJ moping!

ako rin alone!

[galiwaw]

but almost never lonely.
lonely hits me sometimes and then i embrace it.

glad i've not been depressed enough for medication since 1995. therapy does wonders talaga.

=(

[walangpahinga]

Sadly I can only afford LJ moping. Palimos ng pang-shop! :D

Lived with it and said goodbye...

[newtown_bum]

Sweetie, I had a love-hate relationship with depression and had my etc questions about it. So after almost 10 years and 8 months with a therapist, it was time to accept and let go. Nowadays, I get lonely, yes but when depression starts to peer through the window, i defocus my attention and pull the blinds down.

Your relationship with Martin is growing mostly on your end (Touch ako). Acceptance is a beauty when you are into it through and through so halika ka na, good on you! halika na, shopping na tayo, hahahaha!

Beautiful

[mosscake]

what you've written is a beautiful display of human emotions fundamentally decent and well appreciated. depression they say is fed on liking it, when you can get rid of it. You're there naman kapatid. Nirvana. A kiss. That is everything.