i am missing something ( Read more... )

now and then it's clear to me that need is love and love is need

bring the boy back home

falling down photographs over a night of no sleep ( Read more... )

i will try to remember i will try not to forget i will try not to refuse you i will try to take it back i will be trying to believe you i will be begging you to lie i will be falling from the ceiling tiles i will be phosphorescent glow i will be all the smiling people i will be everything thats left i will be watching as you slowly disappear i will ( Read more... )

After staying up all night building things out of styrofoam for this project, aric and i went to the waterfront to chat and collect ourselves before attempting to use the postal service. there we sat on some rocks, looked out over the water, reminisced about past bouts of sleep deprivation, and noticed some water squirting above the surface and ( Read more... )

at work today i found an ad to be printed in the newspaper, reading:

RESPONSIBLE old Seafarer
wishes to rent/own old house
near coast. 902-425-xxxx

it is extremely quiet on the grass. on the rocks it is quite different. the boy named maxsence has taken us here, to the edge of the atlantic. i am facing east into the sunrise. there is ocean forever. a ship rests on the horizon. tiny sticks are somehow living here in place of trees.

(awaiting photograph)

on a liquor store receipt (for champagne, 2 bottles) i wrote in thick, black, permanent ink:

we were lovers for a minute,
drank champagne from paper-bagged bottle on the sea crossing
he's leaning on me now
too few words to say I Love You
so we sleepand we put it in the bottle with a bit of paper bag, put on the cap ( Read more... )