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...and Chad has deleted his journal yet again. I am so confused....said things were going well, said he was happy and content, he even said that he saw no point in documenting the repeatable mundane days. so he understands what I feel when it comes to writing about....nothing that is the majority of my life, so I don't think it could be anger; he ( Read more... ) -
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I had to make a tough decision today. I had to stop my biweekly contributions to my RRSP because I simply do not make enough to cover my monthly expenses and contribute for retirement at the same time outside of my pension anymore. I only make just over $2200 monthly take home and with the contributions, and all of my expenses I was paying out $ ( Read more... ) -
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A beautiful warm, sunny morning. Laundry is done already, Breakfast of fried egg sandwiches and a nice Matcha tea, can life get any better? Have a great day everyone. -
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I woke up today with an extreme case of anxiety and I have absolutely no idea why. Shaky, hot, twitchy and slightly paranoid. Time to take a couple Lorazapam and calm the fuck down. Work isn't going to be fun feeling this way ( Read more... ) -
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Ok, I have to get back into updating, so here is an update I promised my friend I would make ( Read more... ) -
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Happy Birthday buddy.
I know I have been lax in the update department, but updating right now means I have to focus on and confront feelings and analyze what has been going on with life and I don't really want to do that currently until things smooth out a little. All is ok, no danger, but. you know.
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I may be cold and heartless, but I have absolutely no emotional response what-so-ever regarding all the celebrity deaths this year.
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FB DM From Marnie
Marnie sent this to me on Christmas day. I did not respond. This is so fucking what I don't need right now.....
"Sitting at work, listening to a Fairytale of New York as loud as possible, singing at the top of my lungs, missing you terribly."
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Merry Christmas everyone.
Update pending.
PS. I fucking can't stand my new job. I literally hate it. -
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I was installed as the Senior Steward in my Lodge last night. I am thankful. If all goes well I will be installed as Worshipful Master in 6 years. This is amazing to me ( Read more... )