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[thaed]

Corr's concert last night. It was awesome. It was semi-loud, mainly because of where we were. And it was HOT. I hate hate hate this hot hot hot weather. [Repition is bad. All my English lessons are failing me. Sigh.]I wonder if Emily enjoyed it. One can never tell with her. I did. And so did Monica, despite not smiling. That's okay. Sometimes I don

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[juniperchild]

I didn't know that you liked The Corrs. I used to really like them, but I don't know anymore. I like Clannad better...but blah blah balh.....I'm glad you had a good time, Rachel. Have fun this evening.

you probably didn't see this coming.

[anonymous]

Rachel

I had to post this in several segments...I'm sorry.

[anonymous]

And then I seem really stand-off-ish by people. Maybe even self-righteous. And I don’t want to seem that way. And I’m not even that way. But I think that some people see me that way

The End. Finally.

[anonymous]

And know that I found myself, was myself, and did my very best. I’m going to have to end this, but know that I do-despite whatever my brain pretends---think you’re the most amazing person ever, and you’ve helped me so much. And held my hand through so much. This year, I’m going to be more on my own though. I’ll try to be there all the time, but I don’t know if I will. And I don’t know if you’ll even need me to scream at every once in a while on email. Because you’re doing okay. Don’t let me hold you back, all right? Despite anything that we’ve talked about…friends,…talking to people…whatever. Be friends with the kids in your ward. Be the Rachel that everybody loves. It’s not going to hurt you. I don’t want to bring my pessimistic attitude down upon your head as well as mine, because it’s going to hold you back, mate. It’ll really drag you down. And I don’t want that. I want to be an uplifting friend, a worthwhile friend. And I haven’t been that. And I’m so deeply, deeply sorry that I couldn’t give you my best self these years. But I’m

Re: The End. Finally.

[thaed]

I don't know. You know that other people did read that??? I guess... there's a lot I could say. Anyway... Well, there's .. oh, I just said that. Um. I don't want to say most of it here and now so maybe I'll go write you a letter thing. Appreciate it. I just... think that there probably are real reasons that you are or were mad at me. It makes me feel bad..... I don't know what to do, sometimes. Just be myself. Just be happy. I like being happy. But then----- I don't know.

Re: The End. Finally.

[anonymous]

I'm sorry. I know it made you feel bad, and I didn't mean that. i'm a stupid...person...whatever...thing. I always say the wrong thing. I'm sorry, Rachel, and I really mean it.

[treeprincess9]

i feel so dejected! no one has written anything! please! it's crazy--when i'm actually on and have time there's nothing to read or reply to *dispairing sigh*