tonight was the first of many goodbyes, I am now sitting in my room listening to the uber sad mix Emmerdoodle made for me. And thinking about things.

Tonight was my last night with Paul and Kelly, 2 amazing people that who know's if I'll see again.

AOS headqaurters has an echo.

i can't do this.

She told him she'd rather fix her makeup ( Read more... )

Apparently I had a pretty eventful night last night....i wish i could remember it ( Read more... )

Let the nervous breakdown begin....I know that those who have already graduated and reading this are saying

"it's okay you're gonna live"

and I know thats true, but how can I leave the only family I've ever known?

inside jokes, laughs, nicknames, dunkin runs, tattoos, pericings, boyfriends, unicorns, breakups, latenight drunken walks, Mean Girls, ( Read more... )

today has been a beautiful day filled with wonderful friends and good times

<3 how did i get so lucky in this life?

i will deal with other uncertanties tomarrow.

tonight = new tatto pics tomarrow

Happy Birthday Dad. I find it amazing the entire time you were alive I always thought your birthday was on the 18th, it's sad how it wasn't until you are gone that I remember the actual day. I love you, and you have been with me every step of the way ( Read more... )

It was nice to hang out with Karen and Emma today, I'd forgotton how much we laugh. I needed that afternoon, so thanks my loverlies. AOS forever and always.

In the grand scheme of life things could be better, but they could also be worse. So i guess things are good.

Yup. Back to work.

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science; science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I ( Read more... )

Ladies night out, kicking it with Ashlee, Cha-Cha sliding in the kitchen, keeping it funky, free drinks, bathroom fiestas, crazy townies that have an obsession with Melvin, jukebox dance team, Fall Out Boy was at the bar, HE CALLED!!!!! dude, the cops are following us, sanctuary in 61, bagels and cream cheese, a little more melty, sleepover at 78, ( Read more... )

Today i accepted a position at the domestic violence shelter that I intern at. I start training on monday and then i'll start shifts the week after. it's crazy, i have a job already. Part of me knows that I should still apply for VISTA and I really want to but I just havn't had the time to do it with trying to graduate. If i decide to just stick ( Read more... )