It seems whenever I start a Live Journal entry now a days I’m apologizing for not keeping it up…oh well I’m not apologizing anymore. I’ve been busy…doing nothing really but it still seems like I don’t have enough time. Funny eh? First entry of 2005…LET’S GO!!!!

So I had a really great Christmas break. I chilled with a bunch of friends and family ( Read more... )

So it’s now Monday, which means I made it past Friday.

All my Quark Xpress shit got finished on time, and I don’t even want to hear the word “Quark” until 2005! Chris’ and Karen’s Christmas party was a complete success, I had a great time. Xiomara looked so beautiful and in my opinion (I know, I’m bias) she shut it down. Everyone who dressed ( Read more... )

To take a quote from the infamous Mic Geronimo “It’s been a long time….maybe too long.”

Yes, I know, I’ve been missing. Okay, let’s backtrack a little bit….

• My parents came back from Jamaica after laying my Grandma to rest (R.I.P. Pearl Barnes)
• Found out that there’s a snitch in the TPG family talking a whole heep of foolishness
• I broke up ( Read more... )

When it all comes down to it, only you are responsible for you. You control your actions and how you handle situations in your life. I’m a giving person, sometimes I give too much of myself and I end up paying the price for it. I have to start taking better care of Andrew, Lord knows that ain’t no one else going to do it.

I don’t know what it ( Read more... )

I’ve been putting my journal entries off for a while, I guess I’ve been just afraid about expressing myself. This past week was one of the most emotional weeks of my life, things were all over the place. I don’t really know how to start but I guess by even saying that I’ve already begun.

My Grandma passed almost a week ago, Mom woke me up at 6: ( Read more... )

It’s been a minute since the last entry but I’m back so don’t worry.

So my new approach is working, I can see a change already. I’ve stopped e-mailing her as often, I’ve cut down on the text messages and I make an effort to end all of our phone conversations before she does. I now only say those 3 little words after she says them and I’ve cut ( Read more... )

I really don’t get relationships. You’re suppose trust your partner with all your heart and expect them not to do something stupid. The past few days have been really rough on me, it’s almost as if I’m constantly failing over and over again in this game we call “Love”.

I got one text message from her all day, she even admitted that she ( Read more... )

            I feel as if I am the last of a dying breed. I’m a nice guy, and I’m on the brink of extinction.

It’s so true, nice guys finish last. I’ve heard that line before…actually many many times, and at certain times during my life that old cliché seemed to hold more meaning. When I met Xiomara, I finally thought that ( Read more... )

Things are going pretty good right now. Other than being FLAT broke, I’m pretty much chilling and enjoying the little (inexpensive) joys of life. I can’t wait til Friday, then I’ll have a little more coin to throw around and I’ll feel a bit better about my financial situation. But then again my friends VISA and Rogers are ( Read more... )

I don’t know if it’s the weed that’s been in my system but I’m feeling a bit paranoid. I was in a decent mood yesterday afternoon, but then shit got weird. I think girlfriend is mad at me.

I don’t know if mad is the right word but I really think something is up, something just doesn’t seem the same. We had a 30min conversation yesterday ( Read more... )