Thoughts, feelings and observations.

[thanenerakus]

As I acknowledge the fact that tomorrow I turn 25, I look at my state of personal affairs and I sigh. I have no desire to cry or indulge in self-pity, as the crying will come when it needs to and the self-pity does nothing but destroy the emotional and social progress I've made

Comments

[webelaffin]

First, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! Sorry I didn't say it yesterday, but I did forget. I'm sorry for that. But if it's any consolation, I also forgot my own until people started asking what I wanted! LOL!

Second...just because you live at your mom's right now, doesn't make your statements in the above true. Let me remind you, you did leave home, and you were happy here. Being the hero you are, you left that to go back and help your mom, as she couldn't make her rent.

Third...your a PUCKETT! Weight fluctuations will forever be a part of your life, sadly.

Fourthly...you have made progress since high school. You've moved out of state, worked in a lab, learned to surf on mere grocery bags, taught a dog to hug, and GOT LAID!!!!

If none of that helps, look at the bright side....You're 25 now...your car insurance will go down!

Keep smiling. I love you!

[mistress_frisky]

First, happy birthday! I miss you and wish I could give you a big hug

Happy b-day!

[madreluna]

Sorry I'm late! I still don't have a computer here in central Illinois. I'm writing to you from work. We all have those feelings you've expressed...I was just having them 3 months ago! It was the "I'm almost 40 and I have crappy insurance and my husband lost his job and I can't pay for this dang house by myself, and I just gained 20 lbs" blues. I'm right there with you. But it's darkest just before dawn my friend. Expect the unexpected when you least expect it! I know the waiting sucks, but when it's right it will happen. And it sounds like your mind is prepared for it so in the mean time focus on how to make you happy each day. Don't let it build up. You're a beautiful man that needs to focus now on this great chance to go in a different and totally new direction that can let you fullfill your dreams instead of just making it day to day. you've got no one depending on you so now's your perfect chance to find your way and seize it! Love you!