i'm quitting my job.  i hate my job.  i decided this today.  i will quit next month.  it will have been six months at that point.  that's good right?  this is fabulous.  i am in love with myself for the decisions i make.  well, i've got a lot on my mind but i don't feel much like writing about it.  computer screens drive me crazy sometimes.  too ( Read more... )

i hope you jack off so much tonight your dick falls off.

there is nothing funnier than my life's failures ( Read more... )

so yeah, i have a math test tomorrow-- AWFUL!  AWFUL awful awful awful awful!  so much work to do!  don't know what the F i'm doing!  fuck me!  so, i'm  having "boy problems" but i guess i'm over it.  i was really feelin' him but whatever, boys are stupid and that has been true my whole life so why would it change now?  i just left a message which ( Read more... )

misery is upon me and everything in my life has turned to shit.  almost every aspect of my life has simultaneously fallen apart before my eyes.  this has been an awful, awful, emotionally draining weekend.  i miss chelsea and jordan so much.  i want to fucking cry every second now that they are gone.  i have no friends.  i feel like i have no ( Read more... )

i'm insane.  just thought i'd put it out there... (as if it's not already "OUT THERE" in every way possible ( Read more... )

i am so fucking pissed off at myself right now.  i just spent a horrendous day at work and now my hands smell like piss and i have been fully convinced of never having kids ever.  besides that, i am just going fucking nuts and i have to write my thoughts down in an attempt to clarify and solidify my already-obvious insanity.  so this whole boy ( Read more... )

i thought about it last night and today, long and hard (sort of), and i know now that if this is over before it even starts it is entirely my fault.  if i am completely alone forever and die without ever having fallen in love it is wholly and completely my own fault and no one else's.  i am just so confused when it comes to what other people are ( Read more... )

i am soooo unmotivated right now!  i have tons of math homework and i tooootally don't want to do it.  the thing that sucks is that all of it is due at midnight tonight-- no exceptions-- and i can't ask for the password because i've done it the last two weeks of homework and my teacher is getting pissed.  so ya, i can't just NOT do it, but i'm so ( Read more... )

i have so much homework to do but i'm too depressed to do anything.  i literally can't.  i am just crying and crying and i can't stop.  i am getting as drunk/high/fucked up as possible tonight.  i have tons of weed and alcohol coming at me.  thank the fucking lord for substance abuse.  i hate my goddamn life.