wow. you never relize how much you love something untill its gone.

i really wish someone would just fucking love me the way i love them.

i fucking hate this.

Firsts ( Read more... )

last night i watched "its good to be gwen stefani" on E! I wish i was gwen.

i got the may issue of lucky with gwen on the cover.

I ordered a new L.A.M.B purse. I can't wait to get it.

I ordered some new shoes. can't wait to get those either.

i hate being vulnerable. it makes me feel like shit.

i saw snoopy and lucy yesterday. they've gotten so much ( Read more... )

How come no one ever posts anymore!?!?

ive decided im not going to throw myself at anyone because i just get shit on in return

p.s. i get to see snoopy and lucy on sunday!!! so happy.

i feel like crying. my friend ditched me in tutorial to go wherever.... I don't want to live with Amy. I'm already going insane and I feel like strangiling her and I've only been there for a day. I guess I'm just going to live at home and deal with the shit. I really have no other choice. So I guess I'm going to go to a different school after all. ( Read more... )

CECA again. I'm bored. Everyone ditched me. I have split ends. Today sucks. Andy's on my freakin computer and I need it. jackassss. I kinda want to have sex right now. Actually, I really want to have sex right now. Maybe I'll have a quickie at break. It seems like no one is at school today... maybe thats because one person isn't here. I'm jealous ( Read more... )

I'm really freakin bored, in CECA of course. I feel sick, I need to poop or something. Sadie Hawkins is tonight, I'm still detbating weather I'm gonna go or not. Actually I am going. Gives me something to do. I'm probably going to spend the night at Amys house afterwards, fun stuff. bye

I havn't updates in a while. So here you go. Well these past couple of days I've been kinda bored. But oh well. I'm kinda getting tired of my parents having sex every night, It's really disgusting. My mom thinks I'm a slut because one night a long time ago I was over at amy's house and we ordered a free sample of condoms, (as a joke) and when they ( Read more... )

I found this in Laceys journal and I decided I'm going to do it too...cause I love things like this ( Read more... )