OH god I hate my life right now.. LOL sorry there is no other way to put it. I'm being so negative I know... but things are tossing me around ( Read more... )

EMO DISAPEARED AGAIN! He always disapears. He left with this guy named jeff.... I'm sad for him cuz I don't think jeff really even likes him. Guess we will see ( Read more... )

I'm kinda mad tonight. I just talked to smitty and he said emo went out of his way to talk to michael last night. Funny how he dind't even really care to talk to him when we were hanging out but now he wants to talk to him so bad. Whatever ( Read more... )

HAHAHA I love how I said nighty night in my journal entry last night! I'm such a drunk!

Went out with smitty and emo to amsterdam tonight. I love that place! Its so nice there ( Read more... )

Watched the phantom of the opera today. I liked it. It was cheasy but I still liked it. I just don't think plays and operas should be made into movies ( Read more... )

What a crazy time I have been having! wow ( Read more... )

Michael and I have been fighting kind of all week. I don't know what has happened to him but its like he is a completely different person now. The one that I first met and went out with was so nice and cute he made me nervous and not feel comfortable being my self. This version of him I can't stand! He is so mean, stands me up, blows me off, says ( Read more... )

Wow... I'm so exausted and yet feel so fulfilled as a person. I am working 53 hours at my new job and I love it. I love to feel exausted and accomplished.. I love to sell things! The more I sell the more my bosses love me and the more they love me the more I want to sell more! Fuckin see's would never get that from me because they would never ( Read more... )

We had plans for lunch today.. I called him to tell him what time I was going and no answer. The bastard didn't even call me back. How fucked up is that? We are fucking over. I'm dumping his ass! I know he will end up calling me some time and if not I will end up seeing him out some where so if he says anything to me he gets the same treatment as ( Read more... )