Although I lost my job on July 4th all I can do is look into the future and smile :)

New years was a disaster, I got off work at 10 which was cool then went to C's house and hung out with her friends. From the next morning was i was awoken at 8:30 it caused a fire in me. I hate that burn. From then on out it was down hill and i couldnt catch my breath as a rolled into oblivion, losing myself in the harsh rocks I hit on my way down ( Read more... )

I know that was 2010 was great in so many ways. I started back to college after 10 years, I bought a brand new 3 bed/ 2 bath in a perfect location!! It is directly across from the oldest cematery in the entire area. I adore how much my life has changed. I have been @ the same job for 2 years, with benefits :) and just got a new car. All on my own ( Read more... )

I have a headache right now. I got my eyes checked today and need glasses to reduce the stress on my eyes on the computer and reading. I am fine with that. I dunno when I updated last but, I have a new house I bought in june, i looovee it!! I just got a new ford focus 09, couple weeks ago. My life has changed so much. I still work @ the club, I ( Read more... )

To write love on her arms is to feel again

Hold your breath

Time to give in

Running my fingertips up your arm and down

No sound all around

I can see your eyes light up the night

Its not so wrong if it feels so right

Fingertips graze your hand and lock fingers with you

Whats a girl to do?

I look at you, looking at me

This is the way its supposed to be

Hearing ( Read more... )

I am beginning to crack , you always hold back

Are you scared of the change?

You aren’t the one to blame

I know you are torn up inside

You’ll never know the answers if you don’t try

Walk away and start a brand new day

Feeling like I’m on a rollercoaster of highs n lows

Seems you always want me to stay ,then tell me to go

Some things you will never know

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Just walked into my door the numbness took over

Like im three leaves missing my fourth clover

With all the emotions that flow through the air

I wish you could get rid of the one named despair

You are the most intriguing person I have ever met

Someone with so much talent and depth

Right now scared to make the next step

Something grabbing ahold of your ( Read more... )

If you only knew the things you do
bring me to sigh,
asking myself why
do me this way
now ive got a few things i wanna say

I wont be the one to blame
when its your shame
i'm not into these mind games
you will always be the same
i am the one whose changed

one can only try for so long
until their since of compassion is gone
your doormat isnt the place for me
i'd ( Read more... )

I find my way back into LJ. Everything is just the same as i left it!! How many websites would still keep you after that long?? Since LJ has been so good to me as to keep all my old stuff, i shall start my LJ again!! My first entry is now of course. Since i was here last, i have moved ALOT!! Met ALOT of people and accomplished things. I would hope ( Read more... )

Lord only knows how long its really been since i updated this bitch. I moved to the fanrastic state of Georgia this past August and since then have looked for a fuckin job. I am still having no luck b/c im picky and im tired of being a server for people, i dedicated 2 yrs to that and im over it. I have pretty much quit doing drugs except if i go to ( Read more... )