What makes you jealous and how do you deal with it? [catch up challenge, private journal]
So Warren and Tucker keep having noisy sex. So I figure either Tucker really wants to make me jealous (which, yeah, I did show up at the door and get naked with Warren within, like, some minutes,) or they have noisy sex all the time and they keep forgetting I'm here.
Actually if he was trying to make me jealous, I think I'd be ok. He's like that. I mean if he's really trying to get my attention, and get a reaction, you know, then I get to react. It means he wants something from me. Me being here is important, and um, effects... things. (I mean obviously I'd like it a lot better if it was me having noisy sex with Warren, but that's kind of obvious, so I don't think it's what the question's asking.)
The big thing is if they both forgot I'm even here. I could be invisible. I could be dead. It wouldn't make a difference to them. That's what would make me want to throw things and tear my hair out. Scream, cry, glue things together - like, get their attention. Like "HelloOo, you have a house guest, might I remind you. Can't you put a sock in your mouth or something? Do you people even own ball gags?"
I mean I hate that Warren wants to be with Tucker, and I hate that he picked Tucker over me, but it would be like, infinitely worse if he picked Tucker because he just forgot I was here.
Muse: Andrew Wells
Fandom: Buffy/Angel
Wordcount: 253
Actually if he was trying to make me jealous, I think I'd be ok. He's like that. I mean if he's really trying to get my attention, and get a reaction, you know, then I get to react. It means he wants something from me. Me being here is important, and um, effects... things. (I mean obviously I'd like it a lot better if it was me having noisy sex with Warren, but that's kind of obvious, so I don't think it's what the question's asking.)
The big thing is if they both forgot I'm even here. I could be invisible. I could be dead. It wouldn't make a difference to them. That's what would make me want to throw things and tear my hair out. Scream, cry, glue things together - like, get their attention. Like "HelloOo, you have a house guest, might I remind you. Can't you put a sock in your mouth or something? Do you people even own ball gags?"
I mean I hate that Warren wants to be with Tucker, and I hate that he picked Tucker over me, but it would be like, infinitely worse if he picked Tucker because he just forgot I was here.
Muse: Andrew Wells
Fandom: Buffy/Angel
Wordcount: 253