I'm brand new ( Read more... )

I'm so jaded it's pathetic ( Read more... )

To you my existence is only just a memory ( Read more... )

Its christmas day and ( Read more... )

i loved you more that i loved myself ( Read more... )

she looks in your eyes ( Read more... )

You never wanted me around ( Read more... )

Today, I worked and then came home and ate a whole bunch. ew I feel sick. No one reads these things ne more which actually is a good thing. I missed the duel (fav tv) and i'm upset. BUt oh well, mtv overdrive hasn't used put it up yet and i'm pissed.

i'm seriously so pathetic.  I miss him so much, I don't understand how I'm so dependent on him.  It scares me.  He hasn't return my phone call, and it scares me becuase what if this is truely it.  what if this is the last time? I was looking at my old xanga journals and this is really reminding me of the first serious relationship, everything is to ( Read more... )

all ic an think of is the way you treated me ( Read more... )