Comments | thatgirl724: wishing I'm fine even though I know I'm not this time

thatgirl724

wishing I'm fine even though I know I'm not this time

Nov 22, 2004 18:13

I snapped today.I tried to be okay today. I really did. When Alex and I talked, I kept it short, and said, "it's okay. I'm okay," because I know that I have no choice but to be okay. Then when we were done he kept looking to the other side of the forum, until finally I was like, "fine, you can go," and he went to be with Erin. Which is fine. But ( Read more... )

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hello__doctor November 22 2004, 18:59:39 UTC

im sorry that youre feeling so down... and i hope blasting that crazy euro-club music made you a little bit happier!

and by the way, your mom is on crack.... just thought id let you know.
seriously, how can bangs make you look unintelligent? i still think your hair is beautiful.

i hecka love you, and i dont want you to be sad! we must have some sort of happy-fun-jamboree or something of that nature with the drigals, mmmmmay? and if something like the incident today ever happens to you again, come and find me during lunch! i sit out near the elevator, and i usually stay for most of lunch now.

i hope the rest of your day is better, and i hope tomorrow is as well.

thatgirl724 November 22 2004, 19:06:30 UTC

It did. :)

And thanks. :)

I would love to have drigal time so bad right now. Joanna is heck of far away though, :( We should make food renaissances a tradition, haha. Go to different places. And give the waiters our numbers!

pink_gumball November 23 2004, 07:10:34 UTC

WHY WASN'T I THERE?!?!?! I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE!!!

Damn you, family reunion and a whole day of flying across this damned country!

Sarah, I am here for you. I love you. Call my cell ANYTIME. No lie.

thatgirl724 November 24 2004, 00:22:35 UTC

I wish you had been there too. :( Everyone who sits there must think I'm a suicidal psychopath or something now. I'm gonna try to call you tomorrow.

billaboy87 November 23 2004, 08:30:48 UTC

so i dont know how exactly to respond to this. i dont even know if i can, i am crying so much. i tried to call you last night but my parents FLIPPED out and were like "from now on you have to ask everytime you want to use the phone" those bitches ( ... )

thatgirl724 November 23 2004, 14:53:49 UTC

No, no, no, Alex, we don't need to choose one or the other. It's okay. I totally understand. Of course I feel the same way, we all want someone in that other way, and I'm so happy for you that you have it. I hope you know that. It's just going to take a little getting used to on our part (me and Caroline). It's just a little sad that now we'll have to share you. I guess that one of the things that was bothering me so much in the past week is that I know how fun and exciting it feels to have someone that you like and that likes you back, and I saw you feeling it and was sad that I don't have it at this point in my life too. :( But like I said, all it'll take is a little adjustment and everything will be fine. It was already better today. I know that everything will be fine, because nothing can come in the way of our friendship. I didn't mean to make you feel bad or guilty or anything that would instill any sense of negativity in your new relationship, because I want you to be happy and I'm really happy for you. I love you.