yeah, i'm going on like a thousand so if you want to hang out with me at all during the summer you are going to either have to go on these trips or hope that you are not on a trip at the same time as lil ole me ( Read more... )

i'm gonna make a new live journal. it's gonna be like song lyrics and poetry and inspirational stuff and quotes and all that jazz. i don't know why i decided to make it but it sounds like a good way to express myself and stuff. other people who have done it make it look cool. so somebody come up with a cool name for me. thanks ( Read more... )

arg. just arg. i thought i was doing the right thing. i thought i was handling it in the right way. somehow i take everything so seriously all the time, i'm going to go write some more poetry. that seems to be my new thing. poetry. it's so ridiculasly amazing and i have finally found some inspiration.

if you read this, elephant shoes.

so how should i do this? how about cronologically (sp?)

Friday Night:

i was having an incredibly horrible day up until i came home and andrew started to joke around and get me in a better mood. we played in the coffee house at my church. it was the first time that i had ever played lead guitar and done lead vocals for a whole set. it doesn't matter ( Read more... )

wow thanks guys, your responces and advice from my last entry have really helped me and encouraged me. so i suppose that since you guys helped me so much with the last one that i don't want any advise about all of the things that are making me miserable right now, thusly i shall go on with the theme of posts that highlight my week in hopes that ( Read more... )

does anyone have any suggestions as to how one, who is mad at something that they can't even figure out, can end this feeling of sadness and emptiness that he/she has? i'm running out of ideas....

I'm here waiting for something new to break my heart
So callous laden, I can't feel a thing at all
Will You catch my fall?

From lost and not found, to run ( Read more... )

so yeah, i was at rugby thursday and we are lined up to get the kick and i hear like a million and a half birds all chirping in the tree at the field... then i see all of this other birds get up from the trees behind me and head straight towards that tree. i think that all of the birds were having this giant fight. like, the noise was so tremendous ( Read more... )

Some heighlights of my week

1. i was in science class with tommy and teejah and i had to read something in front of the whole class. my teacher started saying that i had to do it all weird by doing this dance. it started out being like a russian dance, then river dancing then tom was like "do the mexican (as in the style that mexico does it in the ( Read more... )

my face hurts so much. i got hit across the face by kat (on accident of course) at rugby today and i can't touch any part of my nose without it aching and my head is just throbbing.

this post was originally gonna be about all the highlights of my week but i'm gonna do that later cause i'm not in the mood.

i just got back from the maundy thursday ( Read more... )

looking back on that entry, i think i have some explaining to do. i hate it when i screw up this big ( Read more... )