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[thatgirlmandy]

once again i couldnt sleep last night but i cuddled with andrew all night so in a way it was ok. this morning i felt like i needed a good cry, so i read some past lj entries, but the one that hit me the hardest was the one about poppie passing :( i still miss him more than ever and i still tell him i love him and goodnight EVERY NIGHT before i go

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[snowsc4]

hiya love,

i still read :)

[snowsc4]

lol mandy, see what you did? you inspired me to make a post in my journal for the first time in like 6 months.

[__partytime]

i don't know the extent of your depression, but this is what usually works for me: i try to find something that i'm grateful for. i always tell myself that things could be worse; my boyfriend could beat me, for example. i tell myself that if he beat me, then maybe i would have a reason to be depressed. like you, i also have a lot of things, but those things don't always equal happiness. keep your head up :)

[meggwtw]

Well depression is like that with the remissions and sudden flareups. I've been a Debby Downer too, lately, mostly about the whole life transition junk happening now. Sometimes there isn't much of a reason you can put your finger on, though. Every once in a while I think "damn I wish I could go back in time" (kinda like you mentioned in this post, I just realized...), but then I try to think more practically and remember that I wasn't overjoyed then, either, it just seems that way in hindsight.
In any case...appreciate the fact that you have a cuddle buddy ;-)