First step...check!

[thatgirlmissa]

I am admitting I have no control over person, places or things in my life. I can only work on myself and take all this shit one day at a time (my own adaptation

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[happinessink]

oh......
I know it's a tough kick, but try to keep busy
busy hands and busy mind no time for getting small.

are you going cold turkey or are you doing a 21 day
detox?

you can do it
I believe
now your turn

[thatgirlmissa]

Cold turkey, my friend. It hasn't been fun but, for the most part the worst is over. Just some icky sweating and foggy head but, I am thankful that it isn't worse.

Found a meeting that is every morning at 9am till 10:30 so I went to that today and then just hung out till it was time to pick up the kid.

Thank you for the positive thoughts! For real...

[happinessink]

I remember kicking teh horse, it was rough made me feel all yucky to the Nth power.
cold turkey is prolly the best way to go though
if you do a methadone 21 day program after the first week to ten days you're over teh black physically
but you're doing another 11 days of methadone so you kinda get a lil strung out on that :(

though I still kinda miss the chalky tang flavor in the mornings. :/

[happinessink]

oh and chocolate is FTW too, I prefer sixlettes

[happinessink]

I hope you're staying solid, if you need to talk call me

[thatgirlmissa]

Thank you! Yup, I am on 7 days now! Hey, I don't have a number or anything to get ahold of you.

[happinessink]

714 519 9533
your page is locked right?

[thatgirlmissa]

Yes, it is.

((((HUGS))))

[lalaurali]

I love you. You are one strong fucking woman and I believe in you. Hang in there :)