Title: You were Mine (1/12)
Author:
thatgurlhuntsPairing: Takaki Yuya x Arioka Daiki
Rating: PG-15
Warning: m-preg, cursing, bad grammar
Summary: ``I remember when you were mine.``
Daiki`s POV
I was dumbfounded when I heard what he said over dinner.
``What is it again.`` I want to make sure I heard it right.
``I want a divorce.`` This time, he was more determined. The nervousness in his voice was gone.
I specially asked him for a dine out to give him the good news but I guess it`s not needed anymore.
I have to be strong. I can`t break now.
``I understand. We`ll talk about this with the kids and I want all your things out of the house in two days.``
Finally it came. The dreadful truth. He`s leaving. That`s right. He`s not mine anymore.
The explanation was short. Our children, Yuto and Ryosuke being teenagers didn`t any questions and just accepted what was coming.
That night, we still stayed together in bed and we ``made love`` (if you can still call it that!).
I love it when he touched me. I wanted to scream more but I held myself back. I held back the tears that were about to overflow. No, I won`t let him see me cry. I fell asleep wrapped in his tight embrace for the last time.
Yuya`s POV
I could see hurt registered in his eyes as I told him about the divorce. Then he looked straight into my eyes and asked to repeat myself. I hate it. I hate when he asked me to say the words that will hurt him more, but I did.
``I want a divorce.`` I gathered all my confidence and told it to his face...again.
``Why do you want me to hurt you.Please, don`t do this Daiki.``
He was still looking at me. Daiki is the type that would throw a fit anytime, anywhere and I expected that he would would shout at me or punch me in the face, but no.
``I understand. We`ll think about this with the kids and I want all your things out of the house in two days.``
He calmly accepted it. Which was scary. I would have liked it better if he stabbed me with the knife in his hand.
``Please hit me. Punch me and kick me. Just...anything.``
Our children Ryosuke and Yuto didn`t say anything about the divorce. They might have thought that their parents are doing the best for them.
That night, I held him close. I made love to him and it took all my self control not to take back what I said.
He didn`t moan my name. He didn`t cry. he just let me do my duty to pleasure him as his husband as he did his.
I let him sleep in my arms holding him tightly.
``Let me love you one last time.``