Life is hectic! right now i am pissed because no one tells me about these dda things and i really want to help out! oh yeah and i am f aucken pussy i can get ppl to hook up but i cant! god what the fuck is wrong w/ me i only had one hit last night at a party where everyone one else is fucked up and there was so much to drink and i didn't cause i ( Read more... )

wow it has been quite a while! well my sis just left to spain can sad but exciting in the same way! i hope she has a good time! i really need to go back to church i been avoiding it way to much lately! well i asked the boy i liked to the movies but he couldn't go we'll see how it ends up later! Everwood is calling ttyl!

i am a major fuck up ! i am a disappointment to my parents i can't seem to do anything right! My mom says i am cold hearted and i hurt her so bad she cant stand it ! matbe there right i dunno i sorry i am such a disappointment ! leslie wont talk to me i dunno why actually i do and it hurts i hurts sooo bad ! what kind of person have i turned into i ( Read more... )

this has been on eventful 3 day weekend! First fri. went to the ball game and then met up w/ dana's friend jojo who was leaving for the air force! it was really kinda sad! then went and saw wicker park such a good movie! i still need to see napolean dynomite! oh and i found out way to much when i was at the movies and lets just say it has been ( Read more... )

soo i started skool yesterday ! yeah! well actually monday i say Jack Johnson that just completed me! i am on like a jack high! any way so senior year is going to be a breeze! well at least i think so ! my only hard classes are english and gov.! i fucken hate guys ! OMG robbie just wont talk to me or he is really that to busy to call! i hope he is ( Read more... )

So wow! last night was one hell of a night! lets just say i made out w/ a girl which is a first! then suprisingly didn't have a hang over just extremely tired! well 2night i hope isn't that crazy! i guess we dunno!

so the rents are gone for 5 days and my sis already is having a little get 2gether which means no sleep for me! yeah just what i need! wow no parents no curfew this is going to be nice!

took my senior pics yesterday felt like a totally model/idiot! but hey i hope they turn out ok! but oh yeah and i told the guy i am in love w/ that i like him A LOT!!! ha and he said we'll talk about him when i see him sat. thats if i see him! OMG and i dunno if this is good or bad ! and ppl thought girls were COMPLEX!

So wow haven't posted in quite a while! i shouldn't even be on the computer bcuz i am grounded! my rents found out i have been drinking and well the rest is history! so i am grounded for the rest of summer major bummer really! but on the bright side i did clean out my room. any way on top of the i am in love with a guy i cant be w/ buz he is older ( Read more... )

Today i got back from shaver lake what a time and i finally got my tan! YEAH! but yeah tommorrow i have cheer which is good bcuz i am sooo fat i really neeed to exercise! any way enough with that! i saw the cinderella story tonite and OMG it made me cry like 10 times!!! im just torturing my self but maybe im old fashion in saying that i went the ( Read more... )