so it's like, last night, i was laying in my bed just thinking for like three hours. Listening to Boulevard of Broken dreams, even though i don't really like the song, i'm in love with it.
Laying there I tried to understand why my life always changes after me beeing in love. AND i happened to understand parts of it last night. It's a fact that i always give a little part of myself away to the guy I believe will hold on to it. BUT HEY, it's also a fact that none of them manages to hold on, and they either let it go too soon, or too slow, or they just never accept it at all. Of Course i cant get that part back, it's just like the fact that you cant just take back a present. Well you can, i just don't know how to.
O.=
That was a bit whiny.