For all you who were wondering or forgot, I do still exist.

Ohhhhhh noooooo... somebody save me. Superman, batman, the Pillsbury dough boy somebody be my hero. My summer class starts tomorrow! I've only had one week off. But I guess I got to do what I go to do. If I ever have kids I'll make sure they do well in high school so they don't have to take horrible remedial college classes. I don't know what ( Read more... )

Goodness, I only have less than one week before my summer class starts. Mon - thr 6:30 to 8:30 and that's after I get done with a 9 hour shift at work. It's like I live in China or something. I'll just have to push on... and on... After I have my two year degree I'll most likely take some time off. I know I'll be able to get a better job (In ( Read more... )

I kind of knew it was coming... Brian moved out today and took all his gear. He moved with out even telling me prior, which I think he should of. I'm kind of left on my own now. But I feel in a way I've been on my own my whole life. In his situtation (a place to move) I don't know what I would have done myself. I guess I wish him the best. ( Read more... )

I've been awake since like 1:30 am. It's weird how time pasts by at night it's so unlike the day or so it seems. I feel asleep at like 7:30. I was tired from work and just bordem. So why not sleep right? I had my last final on Friday it was math. 2 hours long and so stressful. I still feel like I'm recouperating. I thought I bombed it but I ( Read more... )

I'm so ready for summer. I've been really slacking in school as of late and I'm a sharp downhill slide. I think I failed 3 tests this week. I've never failed a college test before. On the other hand I can't wait to go to an actual college. I definitely want to experience dorm life and just be a silly kid. But I'm not sure if that fact alone ( Read more... )

Doing a little party thing tonight. I hope to get so messed up. I really need this. I need an escape from all the shit going on in my life. Too bad I have to do this with like nobody I know. No friends will be there. Just drunk and high guys and some girls. I have no idea the choices I will make tonight. Fuck...

I'm going to clean up some of the posts on my LJ... I kind of feel funny with altering what I've felt but I'm going to clean it up anyway. I don't want to dwell on any of this and we all still live together. I said some unfair things and this isn't who I am. I think I have some inner problems myself so I'll try and fix those rather than worry ( Read more... )

Just to let you know I'm not reading any of your posts as of two days ago. There is no need for me too. If you need to say something to me in an adult manner I will listen. I will not listen to any phone calls you place to me or any written inlogical notes you leave around the house. So if for someone reason you were able to discover how to ( Read more... )

That door Krystal brought costs $70 to fix. I looked it up in the lease contract. Wow 70 dollars that's like 2 nights work for her. Just to throw, kick, put a hex on the door whatever she did... If it was me I'd buy bamboo stick instead, those look so neat.