I don't know much about MPD or fucking MPD's but I do know Soylent Green is people. And PB & honey is a damn fine sammy. Banana's have to go though. Take both sides of bread and slather w/ honey. Sit out until the bread becomes crunchy w/ the honey crust goodness. Spread on thin layer of PB and eeeeenjooooy :~) other then that, email me pls :-)
Personally, I think it's healthy to manage a version of what you feel....detached love for the world is the view that I strive for myself. I try very hard to care and not to care...I still do my best to improve the world by being a good person, and I care about politics and all that, but I try to do it with detachment. I think I might be mutating into a heavily zen person.
I do the whole pendulum thing on a pretty regualar basis. When I'm to the climax of my caring, there is usually a very slight change where I feel like small change is not good enough and if I can't find a way to change EVERYTHING, RIGHT NOW all is hopeless. And that's the tipping point to where I feel like nothing I do will really make a difference, and it causes me emotional pain so why indulge it
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btw -- thanks for the comments on this. I ultimately don't think I'm capable of true detachment, but I do like to have a sense of the vastness of it all, and my place in it, to help counter-balance the intensity of my own personal experience. I'm an idealist at heart, with a realist brain to help me make decisions ;)
I wasn't actually that down during this post -- just fascinated by the dichotomy of my brain sometimes :)
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I wasn't actually that down during this post -- just fascinated by the dichotomy of my brain sometimes :)
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Mike Carriglitto: That's exactly what you'd say!!!
Rob Lowe: Well between that and being sweet, I'd say hang on to him.
Airmail tube: Suck!!
Rob Lowe's pecks: HELLO!!
Amy: I don't make my own opinions, I just hang out with people whom I trust and use their opinions.
Shad: Amy, it's scary up here. Is it scary down there?
Tool playing in the background. Chris What's his Name diving at you. You moving. Him diving into a chair and saying, "Why'd you move?!!"
Mike's phone: MOVE ASS TO CO
Love you!!
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