→ kai/luhan, pg, canon, 302 words
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→ this has been translated into vietnamese
here by jadesduong. c:
jongin isn't good with words.
there are things i'd like to tell you, things like:
i like the way you pay attention to things. not just me when i'm mumbling sleepily or sehun when he’s chatting restlessly and clinging onto your arm, but to everything. i've seen your eyes sweep across streets and signal lights and store signs through every city we've been to. i've seen you slowly unwrapping fan gifts, fingers tugging the tape as gently as possible, putting as much care in opening the gift as the fans did encasing it. i've seen you watch the other members look at something they've wanted, then later, when birthday presents are being discussed behind their backs, bring it up and let someone else get it.
kyungsoo roped me into a disney marathon some time in the summer, and ever since then, i've been comparing you to bambi. the part where faline licks bambi's cheek keeps playing in my head, and i imagine licking your lips instead. you'd probably laugh at how cliché it is, then tell me i'm flower. i'd protest probably, maybe push you, but i don’t disagree.
you're really ugly when you laugh, but you already know this and no one really cares. it wouldn't be fair if you looked good laughing too.
i miss you most when the six of you leave. i think of you and the weight in my chest, and despite your body being so thin, your laughter being so light and your love being so free, you are almost too heavy to handle.
luhan, i think of you and think of love.
there are things i'd like to tell you, you see, but i don't know how to say these things aloud.