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Oct 10, 2004 06:52

Yeah...I so am not really going straight, I would be sickened by what straight men think is hot, or sexy, or whatever, lol. I dont think that I could be straight even if I tried, I like boys just to damn much. I may get hurt of whatever by them, but hell, thats part of life, so, I will do as I have done before in the past, and pick myself up and ( Read more... )

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candybracelet October 10 2004, 14:05:12 UTC
I kinda thought that it wouldn't work since being gay is not a choice, or that's what I've always heard. I can understand why you would've tried though because it probably would have made things easier. Did the date not go well? You're such a genuine person I think you'll find the right person before you knew it.
<3Teera

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Thank you... thatone_boi_17 October 10 2004, 15:54:47 UTC
Thank you Teera, it is not that the date didnt go well, it is just that I knew that I could never really be with a girl, but I thought that it would be nice to try. I never even went on the date, I couldnt even talk to her in any way other than what I would speek to a friend like, I guess that I am just to damn gay, lol. but thats the way I like it, I wouldnt give it up, it would be so much easier, but at the same time, I would never be happy again...Thank you for your commant, and you are a very genuine person as well, one that I am thrilled and priveleged to have had the honor of having come into contact with through the amazing world of Live Journal. ::xoxo much love xoxo::
~James~

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xtaxidermyx October 10 2004, 14:29:12 UTC
Relationships are hard things to get to work. Keep looking and you'll eventually find someone :).

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Thanks... thatone_boi_17 October 10 2004, 16:10:55 UTC
You sure got that right, relationships are hard to get to work, but if they werent, I guess there would be no reason to persue on, or anything, cause there would be no good feeling in compromising to make things work out ok. And I sure do hope that I find someone, not to soon though, I am just gonna enjoy my youth while I still can, there is no point in finding "the one" before you are even out of high school. I have been doing alot of thinking on this subject lately. Thank you for taking your time to read and comment on this, it was very nice of you, and really appreciated, as sometimes its the little things that make a persons whole mood for the day a better one than it was before. Thanks.

::xoxo-with-love-and-kindness-xoxo::

~James~

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