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Dear Diary
Mood: Apathetic
My Life is Spiraling downward.
I couldnt get enough money to goto the Plug Good Romantic and Sufficating Dry concert.
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab my heart cause I love You" and "Rip apart my soul" And of course, "Stab me Rip Stab Stab."
And it doesnt help that I couldnt get my hair to do that flippy thing either. Like that guy from that band can do. Some days...
Im an emo kid. Nonconforming as can be.
You can be nonconforming too if you look just like me.
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face.
Im almost emo enough to Start shaving my legs.
Cause i feel real deep when I dressing in drag.
I call it Freedom of expression, why dont you just call me a fag?
Cause their dudes look like chicks and their chicks look like dykes,
Cause Emo is one step below Transvestite.
Stop My Breathing and Slit my Throat. I must be Emo.
I dont jump around when i goto Shows. I must be Emo.
Im dark, and sensative. With low Self-esteem.
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween.
I have no real problems but I like to Make-Believe
I stole my sisters Mascara and now im grounded for a week.
Sulking, and writing Poetry are my hobbies.
I cant get through a Hawkcom Heights CD without sobbing.
Girls keep breaking up with me. Its never any fun.
They say they have already have a pussy, they dont need another one.
Stop My Breathing and Slit my Throat. I must be Emo.
I dont jump around when i goto Shows. I must be Emo.
Dye my hair and polish on my toes. I must be Emo.
I play guitar and write Suicide Notes. I must be Emo.
My Life is just a Black Abyss. You know?
So Dark. And its Sufficating me.
Grabbing ahold of me and tightening its grip.
Tighter than a pair of my favorite little sister's jeans.
Which look great on me by the way...
When I get depressed, I cut my wrists in every direction.
Hearing songs about getting dumped, give me an erection.
I write in a Livejournal and wear thickrimmed Glasses.
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes.
Im just bad, cheap imitation of Goth.
You can be the catcher in the rye and watch me jack off.
I wear skintight clothes. While hateing my life.
If i said i liked girls i'd only be half right!
I look like im dead, and dress like a Homo. I must be Emo.
Screw Xbox i play old school nintendo! I must be Emo.
I like to whine and hit my Parentals. I must be Emo.
Me and my friends all look like clones.
I must be emmmooo
My Parents dont get me, you know?
They think im gay just because they saw me kiss a guy.
Well acouple guys...
I mean Its the 2000s.. Cant two.. or four dudes make out with eachother without being gay?
Chicks like that kind of stuff anyway.
I dont know Diary.
Sometimes i think youre the only one who gets me...
Youre my Best Friend.
I feel like tacos.