OMG the best new years EVER... went to together as one 2005 (rave in LA) which was voted the #1 new year's eve spot in the U.S. of A. :) Probably because of the thousands and thousands people that showed up and because all one could see is beautiful women everywhere. Tara, Jamie, Paul and I spontaneously decided to go, and we all ended up rollin' ( Read more... )

Ugh this whole holiday love shit is depressing...

Gawd I just want to be cuddled so bad right now...

I'm about to go to work, mom and grandparents head up to LA for Christmas this morning, visiting uncles+aunts+cousins... Dad stayed home with sick Katrina, ugh I feel so bad she caught that flu virus I had. My aunt from Richmond, VA is going to be staying here for a few days in the living room, I'd give up my bed but my room is sooo godamn messy ( Read more... )

haha okay... so me and Jamie have plans to fuck on friday...lol, plans to fuck? Yah... it's so much better when spontaneous but uh we'll jus have 2 make it real spicy n shit. Just finished sending her the pictures we had together from my birthday plus a few nude ones I just took with the camera phone... gawd this girl is soooo gorgeous... yummm... ( Read more... )

Fuck man, I hate it when I can't sleep. I just think too much and then life keeps me awake. So anyway, all of a sudden I have this large gush of confidence :) I couldn't sleep, so I just like stared at myself in the mirror for a little while and fucked around with my hair, trying differnt styles and shit. I swear I've had blonde hair and black hair ( Read more... )

Today, I was chillin at the harbour before work and as I watched the waves roll by, I started to think about my life and how much I have to be grateful for (even though things had seemed otherwise), especially during the holiday season. Anyway, here's some of the toughts that I collected ( Read more... )

Life. WTF man. It's been like one bad thing after-a-fuckin-other. Just found out some pretty fucked up news this weekend... man wtf am i gonna do with myself?

1. Choose 15 people from your friends list at random ( Read more... )

"Sooo tight... soooo fly... You've got me lifted, you've got me shifted" - This song reminds me of my first "real" girlfriend, Nina. Remember when we spent the day in Santa Cruz (and I chased away all the siegals?), we listened to this song all the way back 2 Berkeley. Good times. Jus heard it the other day, while tanning, and it brought back a few ( Read more... )

Just got home a little while ago from the emergency room... Crystal was having some big problems w/ her appendix and I stayed there with her for a few hours. Ironically enough, Crystal is Chanel's ex best friend and after we had both found out what Chanel was up to, she kind of got in touch with me a little bit. We had a thing for a second, but I ( Read more... )