Let's see... did clinicals today till 3:30 (yay... only 3 days left!) then went to bank to cash my check and pay mom. I still owe her like $550 from speeding tickets, lawyer fees, etc. But in no time, I'll have her all paid off. My parents have been so gr8 lately... they lend me money interest-free to keep me out of trouble w/ the law, let me come ( Read more... )

Never really thought I'd see myself attracted to a dyke... so I was suprised this weekend when I met Chanel. After bailing out on a kinda disappointing north county pride with Ashley, Kori, and KT we went to see Napolean Dynamite and then off our seperate ways. Me Tina and KT went to Julie's friend's house for a party. When arriving to the door, ( Read more... )

NEW: YAY! WE are going to gay day at disneyland!!! ME, SIERRA, ASHLEY, and KORI are driving up saturday, doing for the day and coming home Sunday! yess!!! Now, NO FLAKING, okay guys ( Read more... )

Strept throat really really fuckN sucks. Had to take a penicilin shot in the ass so hopefully by tommarow i'll be feeling better. Can't afford to miss anymore school or work. Guess thats what I get for making out with girls at parties?

This weekend has been so far so good. Put in 8 hours clinical friday and then went off to Hillcrest w/ Matt. We met up with Des and Matt's friend Chris, then all went and ate out at Bryan's (the gay Dennies). Des had to leave shortly after, so Matt and I then met up with Cella at this crazy party close by, where she was insanely drunk. Didn't get ( Read more... )

Just finished studying for my medical terminology test tommarow and am about to go to bed @ a decent time 2nite. Thought I'd write in my journal before I hit the sheets, since I'm such an LJ whore and all (like a good drug, I swear this thing is ADDICTING). So my day was pretty chill. Overslept and missed my class this morning... thank gawd it was ( Read more... )

Woah. Ok, so I almost did something really stupid last night. almost. Woke up today with a fresh attitude and alot of hope. Went to school and got out of class a little early, so I thought I'd stop by and get a free sub for lunch... and there she was. The mystery girl. This 'mystery girl' came into my work yesterday, total surfer chick mmm She ( Read more... )

...This life aint worth living...

How could I be so stupid-ignorant-dumb? How the fuck, why the fuck, did I believe things would get better and that people actually cared? Why the fuck am I living to hurt? Myself and everyone around me. Why the fuck am i still here? I think i'll just go back 2 hating u.

FUCK it's Monday. Time to do it all over again ( Read more... )

There's always that one person ( Read more... )