Where are you when I need you? I have to get out of here.
They can all just fuck off. All of them.

Whoo! I soooo totally just improved my social skillzors! Two and a half of my main objectives down, one and a half to go! And not only did I finally talk to these certain people, I also managed to get up the guts to start talking to Ryan again. I think we are finally able to hold a decent civil conversation again. I hope I can hold on to this. I ( Read more... )

I am quite excited. Im sooo turning Jason into a prep. hehe! Well...its not really that I want him to be preppy...I just hate that he wears the same three t-shirts over and over and over. So yesterday he saved me from my parents and my hellhole house and we went to the mall and we got him fun shirts. While we were at it we stopped at Spencers. That ( Read more... )

Arrrgg!!! I hate my parents! I finally understand why so many people cant wait to get to college. I now want to be out of here ( Read more... )

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Its a nice feeling knowing that the few people I desperately want to be liked by, the few I actually care about approval by, dont like me.

*runs to bed pseudo-crying*

To do list (In no particular order ( Read more... )

There is so much I wish I could put in words right now. Feelings and thoughts just running through my head; Its driving me crazy. Some of the feelings are just so extraordinary, others are making me feel like shit. I have thoughts that tell me im not a complete failure--that I am worth something. Other thoughts only prove I cant be what I want and ( Read more... )

I dont know if talking via internet is a good thing or a bad thing...
One can easily be open and talk about emotions through it yet in doing so it makes the individual quite depressed.

This was the most amazing birthday I have ever had ( Read more... )