I just made some "just-add-water" lemon poppy-seed muffins. They were $.79 and took like 20 mins to make. Thanks, Betty Crocker. I want to come to College Station next week sometime. Probably either Saturday night or maybe Monday night. It should be fun ( Read more... )

hey, change, stop happening to me

This is the conclusion of an essay on 1984 that I had written in high school and found when I was at home: "After I finished 1984, the realization dawned on me that love and goodness may not be able to overcome all obstacles. This realization is truly something that wounded me--it was the death of some of my misconceptions about life."

Sometimes I really like being home. Our house is very tranquil, the house on the end of the street, at the end of a block, at the end of an island. It's somewhat like retreating from the world.

According to My MSN, this is the quote of the day: "It is generally thought that the liberal arts tend to soften our manners; but they do more-they carry with them the power to mend our hearts."

Thomas Cole

This is extremely comforting. Maybe I can get a job with the "power to mend hearts." Shut up, Thomas Cole.

Pee Ess, everything worked out.

I'm tired of this endless cycle of hope and disappointment; where you spend most of your time trying to be patient, waiting for something good to happen, and if/when it finally does, there is no possible way it can live up to your expectations.

I went to Uchi today with Tila and Daniel. That was fun!! I wish more people had wanted to go, but it is a rather expensive place. I wanted to go bowling, but of course, everyone only wanted to go downtown/to parties and we ended up driving around aimlessly for like an hour. Tomorrow I'm planning on getting a haircut, buying a new outfit, seeing ( Read more... )

Seeing friends and family in Corpus gave me the warm fuzzies. The thought of seeing a certain person makes me very nervous, and consequently, I feel like I'm going to throw up. Sometimes (all the time) I like to overanalyze things and freak myself out.

Somehow I'm optimistic, even though I'm totally crazy...

So, I'm starting to develop feelings for someone that I can't possibly be with, the way things stand right now. It's pretty depressing, because I am definitely intrigued by this person, and I want nothing more than to spend a lot of time with him, doing random and goofy things. We have very good chemistry, and not just in a sexual way. I'm trying ( Read more... )