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[thats_hot22]

hello there... im laying in bed on my moms lap top and i have tons of random  things running thru my head

...i CAN NOT believe it is my last year in high school its crazy to think im going to move out in less than a year. seriously...its like so crazy. im only seventeen, which it doesnt even seem like a year ago i was 5 jumping on my trampoline w

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[nillpickle]

I totally believe the god stuff. I always believed that and I know I always will. Its like I could of wrote a book back then about poop will kill us all in the future and people will believe it...maybe not the best example but ya know lol.

Didn't know the school/teachers were worried about if we can't learn anything from the movie they wont show it. You always learn something from a movie. Like my crash :P...teaches people not to do what I did.

I guess now that I think about it I agree with everything you said lol.

Take care nicca

[thats_hot22]

yay i heart you wyatt!!

[nillpickle]

no you dont :P

[chris_gorton]

There are so many theory's on god, i'd talk about what I beleive rightnow but it's way too much to get into, and as for the having fun thing, school pretty much has a tendancy to kill it, but I always find a way to have fun, I just live life in a crazy way, and I agree about the whole we should learn about life in school.

[thats_hot22]

well we can talk abot it all WHEN WE HANG OUT MAN

[chris_gorton]

Good plan

[katyjo0321]

rach.. well this is my outlook on it all .. okay so i have always beleived in god because i dunno i just always have thats what i have been raised on and you make very good points and up until last summer i would go to church because my mom wanted me to not.. because i knew it was right or all of it was ture but because i had to well this summer i was really starting to question my beleifs and i went ont he church mission trip i had the time of my life because it felt like just hangin out with my friends but this amazing thing happened to me! (its a long story if ne one wants to know ask me at school!) however it was an amazing god moment !and ever since then i have beleived that there is a god! im still not sure about everything else that goes on with the bible and everything but i do know that there is a god that exists in my soul and that he will take care of me and show me amazing things!.... im just showing you my perspective on it and im not trying to make you belivie but i think once you have somthing so amazing to you its hard

[thats_hot22]

katy i love you and thanks for caring! im glad that you beleive...its great when people do. im glad that you dont try to push it on me either. thanks katy girl...i love you.

[twisted_misery]

rachie

hey, you know im so so so close to not believing in god just because of all the shit i've been through and today i was really into for sure not believing.. i know that that might sound weird, but i just dont know if i believe anymore... or ever... i was taught to believe in god, but i dont know if i ever really did.. or if i ever really will.. and i was talking to bri and she said ... " oh god loves everyone..." and i said that he obviously hates me because of how much shit i've been handed when i was a kid and he pretty much ruined my life.. then she said i was ruining my life.. but what ever ... i guess you could take it both ways... maybe he took me away from my parents and all for a good reason... or maybe he just hates me.. i dont know.. thats why im not sure if i believe or not.. i feel how you feel about the whole it seems impossible thing, but i just dont know..

other than that, i really miss hanging out with you... we need to again..
:( k.. so yeah..

i♥u

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥michelle♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

[nillpickle]

I hate when people say it was for a reason! What fucking reason was it for? lol

Then i really hate people that pray to god for help during something. Well i can't say i hate them but i hate how they do that and then i think well why in the hell did he let the certain thing happen? If they do pry and how many times does someone pray and it happends? If it does its just pure luck that it happend.

I could go on for hours...

I miss ya! :(

[twisted_misery]

i miss you too... :( i never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever X's 48578423895289423757247328482390482395782347230582394752730239482357230492785093842394829348239523748238479023

fricken see you anymore....

psssh... whats up with that.. we're such penises..

i still miss you..

♥michelle

[nillpickle]

I know...last time we said we never see each other we see each other like once the next day and then never see each other lol

You make me pee pee go dadoing dadoing dadoing :P

[liv4him]

no proof?? What about the arc that was found?? What about all of the things in the old testament that God said would happen, and then they did?? And if there is not God then how did we get here?? The evolution theory has pretty much been disproved. But besides that, You have to have faith. Of course everyone suffers, just as God did. Its been said before, Without suffering there would be no compassion. What did any of us do to deserve a perfect life? Nothing...All are sinners and have fallen short of the glory of God. Believing is the only way.

Sorry, I'm not trying to preach at you, I just thought you should know that there is proof and believe in God is to Walk by faith not by sight.

Love ya! Bri

[thats_hot22]

im glad that you have that to beleive in...ive never read any part of the biblw so i wouldnt know... thank you. i know you do all this cuz you love me. i love you bri.