i miss you singing me to sleep
i guess the days are getting closer, and im getting more nervous.
You never know what this school year will be like. If you'll have the same
friends, if your friends will still talk to you, if school will be harder, if the teachers
will be assholes. Or maybe it'll be a breezy year and before i know it it'll be over.
yesterday, i went to go see little black book with shanda♥ jessica
and brooke. blah, I DO NOT LIKE HER! as in brooke. maybe its because it bothers me that my best friend has another bestfriend. But i'll get used to it. i just honestly hate hanging out with girls sometime because all they do is bitch, which make yourself complain or run into the bathroom and scream. what i was about to do, but instead i stepped out for a chance to catch my breath and clear my mind.
i guess times have changed and i rather hang out with some one that isnt so annoying and selfish. This school year i plan on going as who i want to be, i wont care what others think, because its my thing and i know what i want. i wont be so naive about what others care about now. because i know my TRUE friends would not judge me. this morning i heard bad news, i guess what i was also looking forward to this year, wont be happening.But i guess i can go to school and focus more on what i need to.
You know what i can't understand anymore? How come i used to be such a social person, who got along with alot of people and always wanted to help others.. and now im not?
im doing that thing where you comment and say your name
and i tell you my honest opinion about you.
You never know what this school year will be like. If you'll have the same
friends, if your friends will still talk to you, if school will be harder, if the teachers
will be assholes. Or maybe it'll be a breezy year and before i know it it'll be over.
yesterday, i went to go see little black book with shanda♥ jessica
and brooke. blah, I DO NOT LIKE HER! as in brooke. maybe its because it bothers me that my best friend has another bestfriend. But i'll get used to it. i just honestly hate hanging out with girls sometime because all they do is bitch, which make yourself complain or run into the bathroom and scream. what i was about to do, but instead i stepped out for a chance to catch my breath and clear my mind.
i guess times have changed and i rather hang out with some one that isnt so annoying and selfish. This school year i plan on going as who i want to be, i wont care what others think, because its my thing and i know what i want. i wont be so naive about what others care about now. because i know my TRUE friends would not judge me. this morning i heard bad news, i guess what i was also looking forward to this year, wont be happening.But i guess i can go to school and focus more on what i need to.
You know what i can't understand anymore? How come i used to be such a social person, who got along with alot of people and always wanted to help others.. and now im not?
im doing that thing where you comment and say your name
and i tell you my honest opinion about you.