I can't help but still love him which i know i always will but i know it'll never work out!!Okay saturday he called after i already told myself im ready to move on and start over and get a b/f..but then when i finally stop thinking bout him he called and I said "hello" in an angry tone and he's just like don't talk to me like that..i said i can ( Read more... )

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i was just looking at all my entries and most of them i either pissed off or im sad.. i hate being this way..i hate this song..brandy have you ever..it's so depressing..because my answer to each question she asks in the song is yes..im just afraid to take the risk again..

okay i really hate life right now cause okay tim and his girlfriend broke up and i wanna hook up w/ him becasue ya'll know i want to be with him so bad it's killing me..I love him so much and i don't know why it's because i was a better person when i was around him..i came literally alive when i snuck out of my house the first time and it was ( Read more... )

Hey ya'll just wanted to say hey i met tim's g/f the other day at the car show i was so pissed off but i have no reason to i was so mad i called him and i was just like yea i met your g/f he's like nauh and he's just like whats her name im like kayla and so he's like why do you care i mean i can't stop you from having b/f.. and so i was just like ( Read more... )

What's up everybody? I hope everybody's okay i know this weekend wasn't so hot for alot of ppl.. i just hope things turn around..we had leap today at school it's was okay.. i mean i found out that im going to have a hard senior yr. i mean i mom would kill me if i didn't take chemistry and so i have some but not alot of classes with cat and brit but ( Read more... )

It was awesome im so glad i got to see him yesterday..we went to the movies and saw constantine..its a good movie but kinda weird..that was the only thing that has been fun about my weekend..i wish it was summer! im worrying about grades coming out..cause i have like an F in two classes i think in world civ and in spanish! It sucks and if i have ( Read more... )

Hey everyone sry for the drama attitude..one day i started crying when julia berke told me that pooh was a dream and not a real place..lol it wa freaking halrious julia was freaking..well anyways john called me like 10 times last night i felt better i still haven't seen him which is pissing me off but he said hed had a good time last night..before ( Read more... )

I hate life anymore i really feel like im a failure and im depressed more than usual and i think i have a learning disorder because in mr.pace's class im always the last one down and then i fail.. it sucked! I swear i haven't talked to john in the longest time or seen him in that matter..plus i can't be with the one i truly love..i just feel like i ( Read more... )

Okay im not saying that i hate v-day but i wish that something romantic would happen between me and john but i know that he most likely wont do anything i didn't get to see him this weekend it sucked!! major balls i miss him so much cause he didn't have a ride well you would think he would be able to find one..but no..so this weekend he's going to ( Read more... )